THE OLDTIME STORIES

I found so many oldie pictures today.i've got nothing to do and just looking for all my oldie pictures at home.

The First Year of My Life.

Even I can't remember when did i took this photo.

At Jurong Bird Park,Singapore.

Did my sister look alike me ?

11th years old.

15th years old.

16th years old.

17th years old.

I feel like i am so lucky to live in this world with my whole family and my dearest fellas.
I feel like a shit before you guys came to my life and invisible as Cohen without you guys.

BYE people

worst day ever

TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH.

RESPONSIBILTY

NO MORE LIE

CONSEQUENCE

TRUTH

ATTITUDE

I really have to make it.
My Life is sucks this week.
It feels like February is not The month full of love for me.
It's full of Shit.
and i'm countingdown from 29times. XD
DESPERATE

BYE people

I'm sick with my condition
too many fucking problems coming.
i have to over it in this week.
no more fucking problems in march.

I've missed Michael Guang Liang's concert in medan.
usually,i never miss any concert's in medan.
this is the first time.i'm tired of chasing artists.
it's useless.except chasing Jay Zhou. XD

And i can't sleep now.my head pained as hell.
i'm remembering all the events through these entire years.
i remembered like 10 events.ohh.i miss all the moments.

so,all fucking problems !
keep away from ME please.

BYE people

BEING SPYED.

TOO MANY FUCKING PROBLEMS THIS WEEK.
Okay.
I COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
but ! don't judge me or ask me such a fucking Questions !
and one thing again.
I HATE YOU GUYS.
abso-fucking-lutely HATE ALL OF YOU.
but,just let it flow.
I just have 2months' time for share my high school time with fucking classmates.
So,i'll just forget all this fucking problem between us.

I'm so curious to know.
Who the hell is spying at me all this entire week ?
maybe it's gossipgirl.hahahahh.

I'm going back to my fucking hometown again tomorrow.
and i'll attended some temple's thingies.

BYE people

mama

My problems with my Parents finally over.
But,the problems with fucking classmates hasn't over yet.
ohmy....I've told you guys.i'm sick this few days.I can't go to school.
So, pleaseeee....don't beg me to come to school or phone me every morning.
and ONE thing ! Don't message me such a fucking message.
ahh.Let it flow.it will end if the time's comes.

just want to share this lyrics.

spice girl - mama
She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
Become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

this lyric's such as my problem with my mom.
and i just realised that all she did to me was LOVE.

i'm stuck today in another ex-dorm.
gotta sleep now.

BYE people

The Problems.

I'm having some problems with my parents.
Hope it will get well soon.
Sorry mom.Sorry dad.
I love you both.

BYE people

FRIENDfuckSHIPS

And the fucking thingies keep coming,
I'm having problem with all my classmates because of our fucking rendezvous party,
It's really not my fault,It's their fault.
Hey bitches !
Don't blame me.i'm patient because i'm just thinking about our Friendships.
You rude to me and i'll rude to you too.

Do you think that If i just silent and you all can blame me like i'm the one have to apologize.
Do you know that i'm not taking one cents of those fucking money. !
For what ?! It's just 100.000 IDR and i'll not run over that fucking 100.000 IDR.
Do you think that my father can't gave me that fucking 100.000 IDR.
You all know How my family was.if i'm really so poor,
I won't have a laptop.
I won't used such a expensive phone.
I won't used some Branded' stuff.
It's just 100.000 IDR man !
Don't be too excessive man !
it's really pathetic if i ran over 100.000 IDR.

I've just realised that our friendships is broken now.
I'll not fixed it again.
Friendships is about Believe,and you guys don't believe me just because of 100.000 IDR.
Keep your fucking voice not so Loud if you are talking to me bitches !
For now,silent is not gold.Silent is FUCK !
I'll PROVE it to you all that i have those fucking 100.000 IDR.
don't be so scared that i'll ran over it.

FRIENDSHIPS OF US = BULLSHIT !
fucking friendships that i ever have.

I'm lucky to have Janiko,Evalia and Jesslyn besides me now.
thanks for the advice guys.



"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side. "


BYE people.

Weird Day,but I Love It

pheww...what a day.
i'm back to medan today.
so many fucking thingies happened.
about friendships,insomnia,lost phone,been scolded by mom cause of grandpa's friends thingies.
ahh.i'm really tired today...and i'm not really into blogging now and no photos for today.

Today stories :
- Jesslyn Birthday Party at Home.
- Hang Out with Jesslyn ?
- The Broken Friendships.i guess.

ahhhh.let it flow,babe....

BYE people

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day all.
exactly Happy Shitlentine's day for me and others single people.

as you know,that i'm in my fucking hometown.
i spent my valentine this year with two homietown friends,which one is that Adinatan,that i told you guys.we just spent our days with watching P.S.I love you and ate some pizzas..
exactly i'm planning to watch "Taken".but both of them want to watch P.S.I love you and they are so sleepy.They're just not very in Romantic movies.
I've just remember that One year ago,i spent my Valentine with Squeena and Arief.go to sun plaza for starbucks-ing,go to aryaduta to spy their friends and Karaoke till midnight in NAV.
ohh..i miss you two guys.we really have fun that day.

The Pizza


this is what we made together 6 years ago.



suddenly,i'm just missing this places.
miss the moments when we took some photos 6 years ago.
the moments when we study together here.
and i don't know what we've wrote in pictures above.
TONY ? YUNAN ? PMVA ? GABI ? idk too.


ohh.guess what !
i forgot to buy Roses for Evalia as Janiko has told me one week before.
ahh ! shit ! sorry jan!!! really sorry ! and at last,we need Christ,Meru and Fenny for bought it.
(Thanks Fenn,Christ,Meru)
and i'm really ashame to Fenny.
Wait for my next shot at White Day fenn.

i'm currently watching :
The O.C Gossip Girl Grey's Anatomy Lost The Hills 90210 Brothers and Sisters Heroes Prison Break Veronica Mars Ghost Whisperer Desperate Housewives Private Practice
and i don't know when i can watch it all.

okay...i have to watch Grey's Anatomy with my mom first.

BYE people.