THE OLDTIME STORIES

I found so many oldie pictures today.i've got nothing to do and just looking for all my oldie pictures at home.

The First Year of My Life.

Even I can't remember when did i took this photo.

At Jurong Bird Park,Singapore.

Did my sister look alike me ?

11th years old.

15th years old.

16th years old.

17th years old.

I feel like i am so lucky to live in this world with my whole family and my dearest fellas.
I feel like a shit before you guys came to my life and invisible as Cohen without you guys.

BYE people

worst day ever

TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER.
PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH.

RESPONSIBILTY

NO MORE LIE

CONSEQUENCE

TRUTH

ATTITUDE

I really have to make it.
My Life is sucks this week.
It feels like February is not The month full of love for me.
It's full of Shit.
and i'm countingdown from 29times. XD
DESPERATE

BYE people

I'm sick with my condition
too many fucking problems coming.
i have to over it in this week.
no more fucking problems in march.

I've missed Michael Guang Liang's concert in medan.
usually,i never miss any concert's in medan.
this is the first time.i'm tired of chasing artists.
it's useless.except chasing Jay Zhou. XD

And i can't sleep now.my head pained as hell.
i'm remembering all the events through these entire years.
i remembered like 10 events.ohh.i miss all the moments.

so,all fucking problems !
keep away from ME please.

BYE people

BEING SPYED.

TOO MANY FUCKING PROBLEMS THIS WEEK.
Okay.
I COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
but ! don't judge me or ask me such a fucking Questions !
and one thing again.
I HATE YOU GUYS.
abso-fucking-lutely HATE ALL OF YOU.
but,just let it flow.
I just have 2months' time for share my high school time with fucking classmates.
So,i'll just forget all this fucking problem between us.

I'm so curious to know.
Who the hell is spying at me all this entire week ?
maybe it's gossipgirl.hahahahh.

I'm going back to my fucking hometown again tomorrow.
and i'll attended some temple's thingies.

BYE people

mama

My problems with my Parents finally over.
But,the problems with fucking classmates hasn't over yet.
ohmy....I've told you guys.i'm sick this few days.I can't go to school.
So, pleaseeee....don't beg me to come to school or phone me every morning.
and ONE thing ! Don't message me such a fucking message.
ahh.Let it flow.it will end if the time's comes.

just want to share this lyrics.

spice girl - mama
She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
Become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

this lyric's such as my problem with my mom.
and i just realised that all she did to me was LOVE.

i'm stuck today in another ex-dorm.
gotta sleep now.

BYE people

The Problems.

I'm having some problems with my parents.
Hope it will get well soon.
Sorry mom.Sorry dad.
I love you both.

BYE people

FRIENDfuckSHIPS

And the fucking thingies keep coming,
I'm having problem with all my classmates because of our fucking rendezvous party,
It's really not my fault,It's their fault.
Hey bitches !
Don't blame me.i'm patient because i'm just thinking about our Friendships.
You rude to me and i'll rude to you too.

Do you think that If i just silent and you all can blame me like i'm the one have to apologize.
Do you know that i'm not taking one cents of those fucking money. !
For what ?! It's just 100.000 IDR and i'll not run over that fucking 100.000 IDR.
Do you think that my father can't gave me that fucking 100.000 IDR.
You all know How my family was.if i'm really so poor,
I won't have a laptop.
I won't used such a expensive phone.
I won't used some Branded' stuff.
It's just 100.000 IDR man !
Don't be too excessive man !
it's really pathetic if i ran over 100.000 IDR.

I've just realised that our friendships is broken now.
I'll not fixed it again.
Friendships is about Believe,and you guys don't believe me just because of 100.000 IDR.
Keep your fucking voice not so Loud if you are talking to me bitches !
For now,silent is not gold.Silent is FUCK !
I'll PROVE it to you all that i have those fucking 100.000 IDR.
don't be so scared that i'll ran over it.

FRIENDSHIPS OF US = BULLSHIT !
fucking friendships that i ever have.

I'm lucky to have Janiko,Evalia and Jesslyn besides me now.
thanks for the advice guys.



"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side. "


BYE people.

Weird Day,but I Love It

pheww...what a day.
i'm back to medan today.
so many fucking thingies happened.
about friendships,insomnia,lost phone,been scolded by mom cause of grandpa's friends thingies.
ahh.i'm really tired today...and i'm not really into blogging now and no photos for today.

Today stories :
- Jesslyn Birthday Party at Home.
- Hang Out with Jesslyn ?
- The Broken Friendships.i guess.

ahhhh.let it flow,babe....

BYE people

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day all.
exactly Happy Shitlentine's day for me and others single people.

as you know,that i'm in my fucking hometown.
i spent my valentine this year with two homietown friends,which one is that Adinatan,that i told you guys.we just spent our days with watching P.S.I love you and ate some pizzas..
exactly i'm planning to watch "Taken".but both of them want to watch P.S.I love you and they are so sleepy.They're just not very in Romantic movies.
I've just remember that One year ago,i spent my Valentine with Squeena and Arief.go to sun plaza for starbucks-ing,go to aryaduta to spy their friends and Karaoke till midnight in NAV.
ohh..i miss you two guys.we really have fun that day.

The Pizza


this is what we made together 6 years ago.



suddenly,i'm just missing this places.
miss the moments when we took some photos 6 years ago.
the moments when we study together here.
and i don't know what we've wrote in pictures above.
TONY ? YUNAN ? PMVA ? GABI ? idk too.


ohh.guess what !
i forgot to buy Roses for Evalia as Janiko has told me one week before.
ahh ! shit ! sorry jan!!! really sorry ! and at last,we need Christ,Meru and Fenny for bought it.
(Thanks Fenn,Christ,Meru)
and i'm really ashame to Fenny.
Wait for my next shot at White Day fenn.

i'm currently watching :
The O.C Gossip Girl Grey's Anatomy Lost The Hills 90210 Brothers and Sisters Heroes Prison Break Veronica Mars Ghost Whisperer Desperate Housewives Private Practice
and i don't know when i can watch it all.

okay...i have to watch Grey's Anatomy with my mom first.

BYE people.

fuck that Slut !

iewhhhhh !
i hate her ! my emotion is on the heat this evening.
she's just like a Whore.Slut.Bitch.Prostitute.
really want to broke her leg.so,she wouldn't run like a whore again !
Hey Bitch ! where's your eyes ? you're totally sucks.
Really want to slap you Jesis!
i abso-fucking-lutely HATE you !
a whore like you didn't deserve someone like him as you know.
you won't get the Gold medal again for 100m !
remember that bitch !
don't think that you're Osis' people,so you can act like what you want and set all the games like it's your own games.It's really not fair !
don't act like there's nothing happened.
don't think we'll accept your apologize.
"REALLY SORRY"! that's your fucking quote.

and Richard !!!!
you made our class lost !
I HATE YOU ! fuck !
Today's really not my day.

*********
BYE people !

TAYLOR SWIFT

oh ! i'm in love with Taylor Swift.
six months ago,i've been listening to her songs.
i'm currently listening to Teardrops on my guitar,Tim McGraw,and Pictures to Burn.

But,i've just downloaded her new album...(exactly not very new.haha.)
Fearless and Beautiful Eyes to Share with you.
i love all her songs !
don't you think that she's really beautiful and gorgeous ?

Today Story.
Angel's Class (XII-IPA-5) and Eva's Class (XII-IPS-3) won the estafet's competition.
hope they'll get the medals.and the bad news ! my class lost.haha.
don't worry ! we'll get the medals for Tarik Tambang competition.
Christ ! don't worry.we'll support you for the Next competition with that bitch.

BYE people !

LAME school

i think my school's so lame nowadays.
before i went to this school,i really thought that sutomo 1's students was all dilligent and smart.
but,nowadays...hhah.let's share my adventure today !

Jasmien told me to bring me Notebook today.so,i brought it.But,suddenly my battery is low and i didn't took my charger.so,i just thinking to get home and charge it.
so,i just opened the class' door and left my class.my teacher even didn't know that i've left that class.then,i went to school's gate and there are no Security there.and i just left the school with no doubt.i feel so sleepy,then i just slept and back to school again at 1.15.

yeah...that's my school.haha.

I've watched the o.c until season 3.
and i really fall in love with Summer.

shitlentine is coming !
and i've got nothing to do.
i just decided to back to my f.ing hometown and have dinner with my mum,sister and brother.
thou my dad is going to Beijing that days.

HEY PEOPLE !!!!!!!
VISIT THIS Eric Chang Photoworks !!!!!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !
I LOVE HIS PORTFOLIO !
I WANNA BE LIKE HIM !

BYE people

shitlentine is coming

i've just counted how many days i have to spend in school's life.
and it's around days ! ohmygosh ! after having school life for 15 years and it will end in 40 days.(minus examination.saturday.sunday and public day)
ohmygosh...time run so fast.
and i've just decided something !
"I'll never skip my Lesson again" ! 40days to go !

ah! shitlentine is coming this weekend.
should i invited her to candle-light-dinner or something like that ?
probably "no".so what with valentine ?
everyday is valentine,is it ?
maybe i'll have the dinner with her next month,exactly white day.

i'm currently watching "the o.c" season 2.
ahh.i really fall in love with Summer !

ahh!
btw,today is The 15th of CNY or CapGoMeh.
and i'm stuck here in this fucking dorm and i gotta watch the o.c again.

BYE people.

THEY ARE MY LIFE

i'm back to my hometown !
nothing to write and nothing to do.
so,i'll introduce to you guys the people that i love and adore so much.

My Papa - He's the man i adore so much.He's my inspiration.
My Mama - She's the most perfect woman in this world.i love you mam.
Lesley (my little brother) - He kinda like a Game Addicted.sometimes,he just so weird and annoying,but i still love him.
Careen (my little sister) - She's so fat ! fattie girl.still in kindergaten and love her so much.she's my angel.

enough for my family.

My friends in tebingtinggi.

William Gunawan Gui - he grown up with me since kindergaten.he's really my best friends.i adore him so much.his height is about 187.quite tall.huh...he live in jakarta now with his grandma and will move again this year to Seattle.usually we call him with yunan,his chinese name.
no matter what,he'll always be my best friends,love you my brother.

Adinatan - he grown up with me and yunan too.sometimes,he's so annoying.but sometimes,he really give me useful advice.i've been a friend with him since 15 years ago.i love you brother !

Debby Gracia - hmmmp,i started be friends with her since march or april 2006 until now.sometimes,she is so annoying and disgusting.never won if i talked to her.but,she's my best friend since my first year in new school.she always care for her friends.i love you debb !

Evalia Cuaca - i won't knew her if i'm not friends of debby.she's debby's best friend since junior high school.she's so TELMI.TELAT.NGOK.i don't know how we can talked each other,i just know since Nicholas Teo's concert on April 2008 until now.10 months already.i love your NGOK ! va !hhah...

Shilvia Tjen - she should be the most gorgeous girl in my class.i've been in the same class with her since my first year in sutomo 1.but,we just started to be best friend since last year when our trip to brastagi.she just a FREAK girl ! hhah.

Janiko Lim - our boss ! hhah...he's evalia's boyfriend.he always give me useful advice and so inspiring my life.he's in canada now.hope u'll fine there jan !

that's all for my High School Friends.
the point is I LOVE YOU ALL !
YOU ARE MY LIFE.
You're not only my Friends,but you all are my Family.

Goodbye my friend
(i know you're gone, you said you're gone but i can still feel you Here)
It's not the end
(you gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)
So glad we made it, time will never change it.
-goodbye - spice girls

All of my life I've been waiting
for someone to trust
someone who cares
someone who known
that would always be there
someone who always would tell me the truth
even when it's the hard thing to do

Someone who always knows what to say
and when they don't they don't go away
someone who always walk by my side through the hard times

Could you be the one I want? (MY BEST FRIEND)
Could you be the one I need? MY BESTFRIEND)
All of my life don't you know I been waiting? (FOR THE BESTFRIEND)
Could you be the one I want? (MY BEST FRIEND)
- my bff - paris hilton

nameless rendezvous party

nameless cake.

today we'll held our rendezvous party at Novotel.
so i prepare it by myself at 12 o'clock until 5 o'clock.
today,i just wanna remember all those sweet thingies.
fuck that fucking memories,,,forgot ! forgot ! i've forgot it ! hhah.
as you know,we just sang by sang.nomination by nomination for waiting our teacher.
finally at 8.30 Pak Samuel and Pak Agam came and we started our Eating thingies.

our class monitor gave some fucking speech ! hhah
me and leonardi.

then,after nomination . nomination . sang sang sang . games . games .
at 10.30 our teacher want to go home already.

so we took a picture of us with them.
congartulations for stevenwijaya (me) and Jesslyn for the best dresscode.
best dresscode chosen by our teacher !
THANKS MR.SAMUEL AND MR.AGAM SINAGA

just a simple party.but,i really loves it.
i really love when we sang "moments" together.

i gotta sleep first !
jasmien . yessy . debby . tjen . tipen . karim and the MC

I LOVE TODAY !

FRIENDSHIPS

i'm too lazy for blogging now.
i'm really not in the mood.

And so we talked all night about
the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we
won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're
on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause
you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like
a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

graduation by Vitamin C.

i'm just thinking about this songs and kept thinking of our friendship.
now,we kept hung out every day.
later,when we are 25..can we still hang out toghether ?
or even we don't recognize each other when we pass out in the street ?

ahh.all i know now is I LOVE THEM SO MUCH !
Just let it flow and Fate will make a good-decision for us.
we met because of Fate.
we seperate because of Fate.

SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD ADMIT TODAY !
(M) (!) YOU'RE DAMN GORGEOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE